It was clear when my sister Shekinah was
born that five children was the maximum allowance for our family. Aside
from any financial, emotional or physical strain an extra child might cause, two
adults and five growing children were all that could fit in the Aucoin family
Tarago. And we were not going to be one of those freakishly large families who
travelled in a bus, or worse, in convoy. No siree. It was classier to just stop
having children.
Growing up the eldest, I had heard stories
of families who spoil the youngest. I made sure that wasn’t going to be the way
our family worked. Instead, being the youngest Aucoin child was an experience akin
to boot-camp… but not the fun exercisy type that’s trendy nowadays. It was more
like a hard-core military training ground for becoming an effective older
brother/sister. Not only were you expected to obey every command of those above
you, but you were also blamed for any of their transgressions. It was a perfect
system if you had younger, trusting siblings. I never imagined it was possible
to be the youngest forever – none of us did. Even Ryan, the youngest for 6
whole years, had moved up the ranks to Lieutenant Commander, residing over
his new Cadet sister. But that was all before my dad bought the Tarago.